New Years Commentary.

I've never been a new years eve kind of girl. It's always the coldest night of the year and way overrated. So overrated that by the end of the night you're usually even more depressed than before. At least that's how it's always been for me anyway.

I imagine big things, thats my problem. My expectations are generally very high. So when I'm dreaming of a yacht in Ibiza with 20 of my closest friends, and you're giving me a house party, sorry not sorry that I'm not that excited.

So what am I going to do? I channel that energy into my work. My work doesn't stop on New Years eve, if anything it PICKS UP speed. Because I am even more motivated to get out of my situation.

My situation is not terrible, I live in a studio in the financial district of SF. And it's pretty darn cute. The problem is the freedom. The freedom to make my own decisions . I am constantly finding myself trying to please others and I need a break, we all do.

So therefore, tonight, I will work even harder. I will complete a vision board, a goddess ceremony, and a few more posts to get ready for the busy week. This is no time to relax ;) One year it will be, but not this year.

So cheers to a BETTER you, whatever that may be. Don't be shy to stay in this year and work on yourself. That's what I will be doing.

Forever & always.

xo

Bella.